Ok, so I wrote this fabulous blog the other day and then had to step away from the computer, BIG MISTAKE!! My daughter who was babysitting, was concerned about the baby touching the computer, decide to log me off and shut it down. In turn she lost my blog. I know, I know, my fault for not saving. Well gee whiz, I am still learning and did not know. SAVE EVERYTHING!! Ok, now I know....I am very frustrated and have tried everything I know to try and find it, but alas, it is gone forever.....
What I had written about was my lack of sleep and the puzzling reasons behind it. I have yet to solve my dilemma. I went back to the Doctor today and she tells me everything I am going through is very normal (for a woman approaching middle age) and I should not be worried about anything. What does she know, she is barely 30years old. What does she know about middle age? I sat there and cried, She had the audacity to ask if I needed something for depression or moods. That made me cry harder. I said NO, I just don't want to get old. I am not ready!! I still feel young, all my friends are younger than I am. I am still young on the inside. My body just doesn't seem to agree with my brain.
So....here is my Knowledgeable Doctor's advice...Eat Healthier and Get Exercise. Gee whiz, I could of told anybody that. It is just a lot easier said than done. I suppose I am going to have to give it a go. It is going to be a long hard road, but I hope I can make it. I guess if I want to have a younger body, to go with my younger brain, I will have to give it a try. Wish me luck!!
1 year ago